so other then this urge to buy leggins and thermal bottoms and wear shorts or possably jeans over them, other then that i think i'm doing allright.
some changes are happening, think i'm going to quit interning for deener an try to find something new. start working part time for ck specialty on the 27th yeah new job yeah hours.
start school on the 2nd yeah learning how to silkscreen

still dreaming of going cross country on a softback, still dreaming of camden, still dreaming

still need to rip off my new jeans (halg g prada jeans i got for 126) and ripp off my button up shirt, as well as that one tank i have.

need to go to the market, still need to shower
shalom

seeing this made the song so much better



never seen a face to that voice before.
so i feel dorky but i'm sorta excited i'm going back to school, so what by like 2010 i'll be making you a suit. or atleast be certified to do so, though if i'm so-so now be top shelf by then. or atleast pretty dam good good enough to make you spend a weeks pay on a suit.

i'm gonna be worse then your dealer, gonna have you coming back for a new suit every week right, ha but no really i'm happy to be going back to school and start being closer to this goal i've had a long time or at least before i wanted to go to fidm.

should be asleep, it's like what going to work on 3-4 hours of sleep nice. so me gusto trabajando al wharehouse/finishing center para deener denim. es buen

shalom

big wharehouse sale deener is gonna be there

so i was going to post a blog on that place for friends. but fuck it don't normally write there and since i just don't want to write in my real diary (wich i should anycase but later) i'm gonna write in here real quick.

day of birth sat. was nice. had some chillers over and some loves so that was awesome, others could of come but were either sick, out of town or not really a friend anycase so whatever right.
but what i really wanted to note other then growing into a legal adult it seems over the past two months i have grown as well and seem to have gained a couple of inches *not where it matters no but the waist/hips* sooooo i'm personally going to try and jsut start eating healthier again and nothing past 10/11 pm cause thats just smart and simple. but either going to try and find kick boxing lessons or a personal trainer idk but i'm young semi fit and wanna be sculpted idk me and this passion against skinny mofos is probably not good for me. seriously see caucasion white guys and especially in my town with the hipsters the elitist and the euro trash i realize i'm a bigger guy, but i wanna be idk i want my stomach and sides to shrink down a bit slim down and bulk up idk. so trainer or kickboxing, but for begginers i'm going to start running more, hate running but things ya gotta do, oh and start eating breakfast lunch/snakc and dinner atleast two proper meals a day preferably with breakfast cause lunch is skippable sometimes.

ok so i had to bitch a little and had no other immediate outlet.

here's to a more mature/smart/fit and happy me.
oh and i can buy you that beer now, still can't rent from u-haul though

music: lcd s.s. on the radion/kxlu

11/10 is my day of birth if your in la go to 1706 w. sunset blvd call me and i;ll let ya in cause i'm having a birthday kegger.
should be fun/amusing/ridiculous/amazing beyond comprehension sp?

so my journal looks like shit, it is no longer as cool looking as it was when my #1ex of years ago did it for me. now way generic, and i still can't seem to see old friend posts.

so things i still know
-i love denim and the possibilities it has
-i still would like to become a tailor, just need to find something that won't take three years to do one years worth of curiculum.
- there has to be something better then la trade tech
-i still don't have a paying job
-climbing out of a slump i put myself in.
-slumps suck
-21 on 11-10-07
-there is some dam pretty ladies who live/come to my neighborhood
-much more but it's enough for now.

been sleeping alot, haven' been working on getting a job as much as i should. been sleeping alot. i hung out with moriel on monday and she is gorgeous. if she was my age i'd drool over her. women, and mainly young adult girls just confound me. dam body issues. need to start restructuring my sleep schedule. go to bed before midnight etc. tool makes so much more sense stoned. sometimes, cause there is always that one nine minute intro and you're like it still hasn't started wtf. i love how much people can be connected via the internet/technology. you know when you think about ppl you used to know and then you realize there's nothing to it? yeah well it's a weird feeling that sort of acceptance. that would be such a bad closer right. sounds morbid or something.

ppl i know who use this < or > then me
-cat
-heather
-moriel
-some other ahs kids, lindsay, alyssa, lauren, alex and monica. anne and one more
-darcy smash? don't know what fashion community but yeah.
-a couple of fashion ppl, 3 or so from hot fashion and some other fashion coms.
-like two foothill kids, ok maybe more, megan, berkley, no two. cause timarie?
yeah wowza i'm sure i'm forgeting an ex or or two other ppl but yeah howdy stranger.
I'm marc by the way. i turn 21 soon. life is always getting better day by day cause i'm learning, i'm loving and i'm all up in labor.
oh so saw "this is England" not a bad skinhead flick. shows how the seperation of true skins and national front/nazi/skinhead association and so forth. felt like i was watching a skin version of quadropheania ya know all old and grimey but very true life styling. same grimeyness. no vespas though just docs no trenches just bombers no mop tops all buzzed and sideburns n braces. except no pre rockstar appearance by sting. or possibly pre gen x sting right? anycase all right flick.
thats my spiel for now.

uhm star date entry.....

location: jensen rec center, sunset blvd music: i love marijuana-linval Thompson, now bowie, love shuffle

so i'm thinking about the future and now i know i must spend time in new york before this opportunity came up never thought of myself there but now wouldn' mind at all. still have that aunt setting up shop in camden, go back to my thrifting natural capabilities.

i haven't read my 'friends' page in forever i'm sorry, i don't know if you noticed but it happens. not like having no internet for two weeks helps but still havne't been on this for month+

i was very honest today, it was interesting, didn't mean to poke n prod, didn't mean to rassle up things but with the rents, this one girl did, girl is a fool, moms just afraid.

doing my hair with murrary's now so i'm all grease but "cooler then grease" don't ya love valley kids? love my valley kids. oh and thank you medican and ca h&S code 113562.5. yeah finally got that friday, doctor was so overdone, he was overtly irritiated i hadn't brought papers of my medical history and he's all "cause everyone wants it" and "how can i trust you i don't know you" type of conversation. oh and the exp holistic care center is really small.
i forgot about some of my lj friends but i always remember the moment i ever read any of you entries why i have you as a 'friend'
having issues reading earlier entries like if you look at my page i can't skip back on forth thats weird right
hasta luego

so today i went to ventura to hang out with an old friend from preschool named jess. we ate at nature grill i saw kelsey who i hadn't seen in like four years. bizare but well yeah she seems to be doing good. was sort of odd being downtown. told jess about ryan. talked about life. walked on the pier. ben and jerry's. saw bourne ultimatem. was good thought it was gonna be better.

have two internships now. one paid at YASB/you are so beautiful a missy's top line. and Deener denim unpaid, cool jeans with geometric/sharp angle details.
sort of growing my beard out. never not shaved for this long. ten days. and its growing in. gonna be think sooner then later.
haven't been on this forever and a half. only on here to find an email so i can find a myspace.

have to wake up in 6 hours for work. gong to wear khakis rolled up and my old u of hawaii shirt.

shalom and hasta luego

since i haven't been on this for a while, uhm finished credits for school, moved home, been here like three weeks, lost my license a week and ahalf ago, supposedly suspended since december if anyone takes me downtown i can hoepfully get a temp. uhm paintballing for bachelor party, then the wedding first champagne drunkness, hangin with the british side of the family, a week in palm springs then everyone left sunday yesterday was idk and today is my atempt at making a tech pack and starting to do illustrator again for the first time in like 2 quarters.
yeah going to atempt to do a full tech pack for the guys that i have an internship with. hoping their still holding my position.

hmm mainly went on lj to check some communities i haven't been on for a while, nice right

so i've found the most amazing new magazine called "fantastic man"
i never update i always say mybe later...

last day of fidm. more info later maybe

weather was all icky yesterday wasn't it. finally sorta sunny again.
so to i have an idea/tat to add to my list: the words "honor roll fall '07" on my leg so i can look down and remember that after all the stupidity of lvusd and fidm that i finally somehow got ronor roll. just idk it's on my list of to get tats.

hmm it's almost two now, should go work out and do some reading during cardio time.
need to do some other random hw aswell.
sorta want to go to banana split tonight and hear roxy cottontails set.
hair is getting anoying hopefully someone will trim it soon. still want to grow it out just trim the messyness.
hasta luego

sleeping schedual is still all fucked up.
need to fall asleep soon.
love writing entries in weird stupid sentences. ha uhm...g'night

good weekend, friday was queit,got to see my sis again. saturday was nice saw more of the fam but then hung out with cati wich was cool and good since i hadn't seen her for months. afterwards was amused by elcamino kids/tiffany crabb's friends over at danny z's house so that was fun. today slept till 1 had egg 'n things and went to the dog park both with my rents. love the dog park, got to have some little talk with my dad wich was nice too. love how silly my dogs are. and i'm sorry but there was a pugg club and i felt like puking. they make weird sounds. like a normal dog ran into a wall and the nose got shcrunched up or something.

honor roll last quarter. don't remember if i posted that or not.
life is such a process seriously. and well i'm a late bloomer/developer aint i and gonna take fucking forever.
have to start doing just weekends again with my greens/be clean for job interviews. later, like by march

plus
homework load is getting bigger too. gotta be on top of it. it's annoying/hard/i just wanna yell at the top of my lungs now don't i. weekends may be my only green time soon

sometimes wish i could stop the world from revolving around our one star. just so i could have time to do all that it is i need to do.
or maybe 28 hour days maybe 32 or 34 i don't know. just don't know.


time always seems so fleeting doesn't it.? so my int. buisness class love it bc i'm learning and just realerning so much randomness.
forget how young america is. just around 200 years ya know.
reading up about governments and just the world. sorta crazy but interesting
hmmm....

peace love and all that.

"60's was the age of the golden pussy" -vidal sasson
i love listening to jonsey's jukebox.
love how i didn't have cable/internet yesterday.
need to start waking up earlier

i want a bigger loft, i want to live/work out of a giant room and during the day i have ppl come in and work on my pieces and idk i've just been day dreaming alot about the future.

black and blue will one day rule denim. A.M.D will be my international brand that everyone and i mean everyone in every country will be wearing. organic and charity driven.
should go to macy's tommorow after school to do some hw.
sorta disapointed that my gym is closed till tommorow as well. oh i finally bought a tire pump for my bike.

uhm i should do hw or something right now.
yeahhhh

steve jones was doing qualudes on the radio and yeah was just funny listening to him snort up on the radio and hear him complain about his dealer and how he wasted his money.

quarter is over, one left and then real real life starts. ha till then i'm just in regular real life i guess haha.
need as awlays to get a job but need to meet my work advisor dude bc it's getting tiresome this no work shit.
have to go shopping this week 5 people only got a hundred so maybe get em all something small
figure out what i'm doing the rest of today hmmmm...

i don't know when i last updated but i have class in 5 and its the same teacher i jsut had. uhm mentioned i got kicked out and have a new place right yeah. uhm school monday wednesday and sat, uhm need to get a job as usual life is allright and i should be getting to class right now. getting over allergies though. uhm don't know what else right now.
hasta luego

forget all my moving bs for a moment cause just saw this
"Yeah Yeah Yeahs
What: Band of three brings songs from Show Your Bones and Fever to Tell with Blood Brothers opening the bill.
Why: You’ve got a date with the night.
When: Sun., 7:30 p.m.
Where: Hollywood Palladium, 6215 Sunset Blvd., b/t Argyle & El Centro Aves., Hollywood (323-962-7600). Tickets online at ticketmaster.com."
somewhat saddened that i can't go but then again i already knew i sold my week to the parents a while ago. the move has definatly been fun tell ya that for sure

silly lj never dies, oi so i'm doing my wholesale "oral presentation using line sheets/story board" on AA bc i know the company and selling shirts can't be that hard atleast my board will be colorful hopefully.
stupid fidm annex closing early on fridays. how nice it would be to go to a school that is open 24 hours or a majority of the day like real colleges.
hope i have internet when i get back home

HEAR
The Like
What: Local music darlings headline Night Vision: MOCA After Dark concert series.
Why: Like it? Love it.
When: Sat., 9 p.m.
Where: Arco Court & Sculpture Plaza, MOCA Grand Ave., 250 S. Grand Ave., b/t N. Los Angeles & N. Spring Sts., Downtown (213-626-6222).

i like this
"Early tomorrow morning, Jupiter, the planet of profusion, starts moving forward again after a four-month delay of game. Since this is happening in your powerful and transformation-loving sign, your optimism (yes, optimism) is likely to spike to new and impressive levels, as should your commitment to bringing positive and healthy change(s) to assorted personal and partnership affairs."

new roomates are coming tomorrow and i need to clean still b4 they get here. so yeah school in aweek also. oh and hope you all had a good fourth of july. mine was oxnard with tali and robyn and tali's family/cousins ok fireworks and yeah was fun though. weirdness afterwards love how we meet someone house sitting and yeah just fun. anywho i'm off to clean or something peace lovers.

i need to remember how to make lj links and how to put photos in my lj ha i haven't used photobucket in forever.

uhm also anyone want to go thrifting in ventura with me tommorow?

if i do allright on finals i'm gonna be getting me some stuff for summer.

listening to indie103.1 at the annex working on my math ppt and i really don't have good reception in here. but i'm staying in here till they close at 6 or untill i've finished all my math hw n such and since i'm online may take a while anycase. honestly thank god for jonesy juicebox. i love that monica is gonna have a "gym party" hope it's not gonna rain bc walking home in my short shorts is gonna suck plus the fact that they have no pockets so yeah i don't know how that all works out. ha works out. ha i need to get a fanny pack or something
school man yeash

so i don't know this shit is stupid. don't like how things are right now. my day was wasted away today. all my hw was lost a little while ago thank you ppt. i'm sure i deserved it. i should stay up for a while. this homework. this unsecurness i have with things.
it's annoying, but looking through my photos of collections and say some from the mcqueenspring 06 line. omg "gutter glam" picture of misshapes n shit
don't know. i think i got myself into one of those unknown depressions, but whatever starting to look at mcqueen's stuff and really like some of his ideas n such. want to make afuck skinny people shirt. wanna do something funny with my B/B idea and bears haha

seriously just think i don't know nothing really seems to be that different i just it's something.
trying to burn cds.
got my brother his girft just wished i had been able to spend more time looking for it. feel like i didn't put enough thought into it even though i did just i swear i'm in this odd mood tonight. i'm sure i'll be happy when i wake up and blast the new sounds album.
oh and yeah my eating habbits need to work on that. today all i had was cereal. i'm sure that's good. then again i ate utter and complete shit yesterday and we all know why. stupid holiday i got bored by 9 bc my friend was gone like done for the night and i ended up going back to la wich i was going to originally but met an did some more of that and ate again and yeah

jelous of those people who wake up when the sun comes up. yeah those people who wake up at 5 everyday. should sleep night y'all
hope your doing well and i'll comment or say hi to all you soon hopefully just ya know life n shit.

think i'm done with my math hw, gonna do my grading hw, had matzah-bra for breakfast, woke up later then i wanted to. found out my diesels still fit that was cool. as do my "skinny straight leg" gap jeans that they don't produce anymore. it's raining outside right now weird. need to read ch. 24/25 for contemp econ/pol development.

back downtown. uhm yeah got my license incase i didn't already do the excited as a little schoolboy post but i don't remember or not. so yeah more interesting entry later i'm sure

got a sweat from all the layers bc of walking in the slight rain back from moca on Grand. gonna go work out. should do quick paper for color & design theory class. still need an outline for my crit think ppr final monday. monicas party tonight should be fun. hmmm water. this entry is sorta stupid. so stupid haha. oh and seriously some of the stuff they sell at the moca store is really easy to make and so not worth how much they are selling for. off to the gym fun

it the sunset i see the reflection in all the buildings out my window to the point my room completly lit up.



so i got that feeling, you know when you think you're not doing enough with your life. and then you forget what your supposed to do what you always do, get back to the basics motherfucker. so npr, nylon and eventually the gym get those endorphines kicked up or atleast knock me out hard enough for a nap. the things i say in this thing man, crazy. yeah i wanna bring back the 90's and i want a park downtown. and yes ther is lafayette park but seriously you know white people don't go there and yes there's the tar pitts but i live downtown and i mean shit if we are going to have a ralphs we can have a park. community garden motherfucker.
we know the 90's are coming back. where's my saved by the bell reunion/? headbangers ball.

so yeah even trendcasters are starting to say it. the 90's man gonna rock us hard. we all know how long the 80's were with us.

feel normal now. but hate those feeling of lossness when you think you haven't done enough. but i'm gonna go eat a cold apple. work out eventually. oh and i have money now YES. and npr is still rocking so i'm good. well good 'noon to you and wish you the best.

so i need some bright ass banners or something for my room, need new incense and i wish i could paint the walls. we have no plates knives cups or even trashbags, seriously need to go shopping.
i wanna go tanning i need sunnyness in my days again sadly living in this wind tunnel sort of sucks.

just ordered my shoes actually before i take my nap, but three pairs, a pair of cans era cores for school walking etc, pair of slip ons for what not, and apair of suede slip ons for when wearing black pants is necesary. and i mean that by slacks or some shit. so yeah my three shoes. plus the slips on are mainly nuetral sand color with white skulls so i could wear that with my those colors. god color and design sticks with you, and i'm taking it a second time so stupid marc so stupid. love the hippy that teaches it though. well yeah just excited about new shoes.

games on, found an old note from lahhs between me and cat talking about gfs, need to pack, scared shitless not really but just usual anxiety but more directed tonght, blood brothers, back to la tommorow, gonna run amok in the streets when i can't sleep. back to the "i have no room in the fridge so all i have is diet coke/milk/vitamin water/cereal" diet yeah for loosing stomach flab. anyone miss working out fucked up? so lazy otherwise. hope i don't wander into 18th street wearing my bandana, hope i don't wander past 8th street period. must loose stomach flab/do more crunches/do more proper push ups. really need to finish packing. excited about pattern making class, all others will be boring but meet new ppl so yippie kayeah motherfuckers

music: blood bros

3 months it will all start, exciting just felt like i had to tell someone other then myself.

so if you didn't see the king tut exhibit or heard about it, it was at the lacma for the past 6 months and if you ever saw the lacma west building you would have seen all the ads and if you watch the news or radio whatever you would have seen/heard all the publicity about it, but its moving to fort lauderdale in fl. soon but their slogan for the king tut exhibit is now "the original king of bling." thought that was funny

tomorrow should be fun, i haven't seen some of you ol ah/wlv kids forever and a half

music: kanye west

dandy warhools at the avolon tonight

who misses hookah? bc i do, and who misses being healthy enough to do it just about everyweekend, who misses being able to go to a spot easily before security would be weird or there would be weird drama, who misses hookah fuck i do.

fuck that shit R>S>CREW OWNS ahhaha

music: npr

i have room service, bitches

so who's going to stay up till the ealiest bus possible so i can go to school do a power point and print out my outline for effective speaking today?? me duh. yeah so karma/higher powers decided to take away my microsoft office and now i don't have word or power point. thankfully i think in an hour/hour and a half i can make a semi decent ppt.

so why didn't anyone tell me that the new king kong movie was being done the same way as the jurrasic park movies, ok sure its a psuedo spin off movie that coincidentally could be the king kong storry et. niomi watts hmmm don't know, but jack black in any movie that is slightly india jones style is sure to be amazing, oh and adrien brody is in it too, my roomate is going to piss himself, i mean king kong and adrien brody in one movie wow. ha

so i've been listening to strickly jazz for about an hour and so, just finished watching headbangers ball wich i happened to see new Norma Jean, new T.D, and NApalm Death who i now fucking love, i mean shit. and now with stricly jass still on in the background i'm watching 50 and g-unit, "because there's a fire up in here, put your hands up, smokes in the house" and all that shit. because i'm gonna live my dream or die trying fo so


oh mos def man, mos def

music: 21 questions-fifty

so uhm yeah i have such a big bloody crush its beyond belief so much that i'm actually posting it in lj bc no one else is awake right now to tell.

bloody amazing is all i'm saying bloody amazing

He drinks and smokes his cares away
His heart is in the lonely way
Living in the ruins
Of a castle built on sand

just finished cutting out the shirt block or whatever basic block this is, i think its a shirt and a dress, so ugly, but it is the easiest to start off with i guess. yeah for my lab class!! and i have to study too luckily half of it i know from mrs. speths sewing class the other half i'm going to have to learn before class tommorow.
so who else though the lightning today was crazy and that one big one made 2 or 3 car alarms go off so loud.

music: dragnet on npr

so it's my second day off the clonidine and I'm still up, i got hungry around like 4:30ish and had my 2nd dinner and my first breakfast. oh and a bowl of soup at around 3 i think. so yesterday was yom kippur and just reminding me that incase your reading this and i may never actually comment on your journal it's normally bc i either see you often/never see you to begin with or bc i'm too afraid of what i may say be wrong or stupid but to everyone up north berkley/bay side college of choice i.e talia and where ever it is you go, and you other kids who now say hella all the time as well as all you kids who are staying in socal going to sdsu, LBCC, Santa monica, FIDM, UCLA, SC, Cal Lutheren *my mom graduated from there megan,* Moorpark, pierce and VC kids, i wish you all the best of luck in succeding your goals and dreams this coming year.

or atleast not fail anything.
this goes out to my choir girls eastcoast as well as here in cali, this includes you laura you play an instrument ;-)

and the same goes to you still in HS at AHS, WLHS, FTHS, Beverly Hills, El Camino, Hidden Hills, and even you calabasas kids.
and all of you too busy paying the bills to get an education right now, hope the money just flows in this year

music: portishead

BUY
Give and Take
What: Help yourself to Yanuk, Duarte, and others at 50 to 80 percent off at Find Outlet’s Warehouse sale. Help others (and yourself) by shopping for Michelle Mason, Trina Turk, etc., at the California’s Designers’ Bayou Benefit for Hurricane Victims.
Why: Friends with benefits.
When: Thurs.-Sun., 10 a.m.-7 p.m., FO; Fri. & Sat., 10 a.m.-5 p.m., CDBB.
Where: FO, at H.D. Buttercup, 8800 Venice Blvd., at Helms Ave., Culver City (310-945-5054); CDBB, at Cooper Design Space, 860 S. Los Angeles St., Downtown (213-627-3754).


so the fires have closed like half of agoura hills, certain areas got evacuated at what 2 in the morning. so if you or anyone over there need a place give me a call, and i hope your all ok. those drugs the docter gave me better make me better i have class in a week

mucus and coughing and blowing my nose all the time sucks if i'm not healthy by saturday i will be so pissed

its all thunder and lightning over here and its getter closer, hey atleast it gives me a reason to wearmy jeans for the first time in like 3 months, wear my jeans during the day that is bc its cold n stuff

oh and i'm in town till someone drives me back to the apt

they're over oh thank god, now i just have to register for next quarter dear god